Saturday, April 10, 2010

oh, boy! chicken pox. Can you believe it?????

i'm scared.

i'm worried.


i'm(maybe)overreacting.


What the heck am i suppose to do with the scars all over my body??? Yea,yea,yea....i'm too self-consious. I mean,like,all of us are self-cious, am i not right? humph.....


Tuesday i'm going to school. And how in the world am i suppose to face to whole school? I can't accept people giving me those stares. God, this is crazy. I should probably wear a Prada sunglasses and a mask. Yea,right! Like that would help me with my problem.


I just dont understand! Why did i get infected when i'm 14? When i'm so self-consious???? Why not when i'm 5? or 6? When i dont even know i've got a mole on my nose. I envy those who got it when theyre little......


So, what should i do,huh???? It's not like i've got any choices.
This is lyfe. you accept it, go through it and live it. And that's what i need to do.(or so i thought)

JUST GET OVER WITH IT AND MOVE YOUR ASS OUT THERE!





yeah.....it's like losing your own limbs when i first got it.
seeing all those red dots are like seeing someone tortured by devil in hell.
Seriously!

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