*sign*

Shoot! I really, really, really should get the hell over with him. This is just plain stupid....Urgh! I cant believe i'm actually acting like this. This is so sick.... Man, i really hope that my hay-wired brain would try to get out of that swamp. I'm sick of it,you know. I know-i know it very well-that it's just a matter of time. Yeah...but how long??? I just wish i can get over with it as soon as possible cause i dont see that there's any reasons to continue falling into that deep, dark pit. And it does nothing but making me bother about things that's not worth the dying of my precious little cells. Yeah, i know i'm talking crap but well, it's part of my nature so....it's kind of un-avoidable!
Anyway....well,um....the conclusion is I SHOULD REALLY MAKE UP THAT USELESS MIND OF MINE AND GET THE TUT-ING HELL OVER WITH HIM. End of story!