hmm.....

*sigh*
To me, birthdays are really important. I dont know why or how or whatever, it just felt really important, it just felt like something to be really excited about, something which makes you go crazy or whatsoever. But well, this year-although i've gone a lil berserk about it at first-but as time passes (nearer to 11.7.2010) i felt....i dont know, it's indescribable, like, well...uh, you just felt anything but happy....like there's a bother there that you know but cant identify. (oh-kay...i have no idea what i'm babbling about-i've lost my mind. whatev.) So, thing is i dont feel really happy nor excited nor crazy-ish nor oh-my-gawd-i'm-fourteen-is-that-old nor whatever you can think of. just very PLAIN-ISH, BORING-ISH, PFFT-ISH. You get the idea, dont cha?